I lost my shit at the kids today. Like seriously lost it. I yelled at them then I cried and told them they made me cry. I am a single mother, I have my own medical practice, I am busy and a lot of what I do is not negotiable. I have to pay the bills. I dont know where to find space for me on weekends and I sometimes resent that my ex gets to have the kids once a month for ONE day and I have to do the rest. It feels wrong, but I am sometimes jealous of his freedom.